Experiencing loss of self to discover love of self.

I slowly open the door and push the kitchen chairs away to crawl out into the light. The tiny clean kitchen is broken and ransacked. Everything is in chaos. My eyes strain to see what has happened. My feet are cold on the gold shag carpet. The living room is dark except for the light filtering through the drapes. I wander around the room, lost and alone. I find my mommy naked on the floor. I approach her, no response. Crying, I shake her bloody body.

“Mommy, Mommy, please wake up.”

Mommy won’t wake up. She’s dead!

“Mommy, wake up. Please wake up, Mommy, wake up. I will be a good girl. Just wake up, and I will take care of you. Mommy, please wake up. Mommy, please wake up, and I will never leave you. I will always take care of you if you wake up.”

The front door swings open and I freeze. A man grabs me. I scream for Mommy.

 

To know the darkness is to see the light.

Without darkness there is no light. The journey to know the light within is the path to awakening. This road can be long and lonely, but the coming home of your spirit is the triumph.

Feeling your soul’s emotional experiences can be a painful roller coaster ride. Yet, this is where the healing begins.

The heart yearns for your love, the ego wants to keep you trapped in stories, and the spirit desires freedom.

On this journey to awakening, there will be nights when you feel connected to your love. There will also be days that you feel alone, and you will come to understand that those days are a gift from your soul and the awakening of your spirit.

Illuminate is the path of coming to your own truth. Denise takes you on a journey beyond the suffering, the fear, and the anger, from who she has been, to who she is now. Illuminate brightens your path of personal discovery, a journey of the death of the ego soul which surrenders to the awakening spirit.

Join Denise on this journey and find your own path to personal awakening.